5 Months Post-Show
Time is a funny thing, the way it sometimes drags, sometimes flies, and sometimes slips by without you even really noticing it passing. One reason I love blogging is because it catalogs my time. I can look back at a certain point of my life, read a post I had written, and remember the thoughts, feelings, and ideas that were coloring my world. I can recall memories, struggles, triumphs, and mundane phases of nothing-too-exciting and nothing-too-overwhelming. I haven't been writing nearly as much lately. In some ways, I haven't known where to start again. It sometimes felt like I needed to recap all the time that has passed, explain why I've been gone, and what I've been doing. And that feels like a daunting task because, since my show in November, I've had week after week, month after month, of struggling, falling down, getting back up, falling down again, and still getting back up again. I wanted to write again when I had things more "figured out", but